I HAVE been going to bed in the afternoon, because I have been craving heroin and thought that sleeping in the day was healthier than taking it. My methadone is supposed to go down to 25mg after next week, and I suppose I had better show up "clean". When I do finally get off that crap, it wouldn't surprise me if I have to spend the rest of my life in bed, avoiding it. Now that my body has got used to sleeping early, it has come to expect it. I'm awake from about 1-4am, then I go back to bed and sleep till about 10. Meaning I'm sleeping 14 hours a day ~ again. No wonder I feel depressed.
And now for a musical interlude... MADONNA: REINVENTION VOGUE I like the "country house on acid" visuals.
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