Failed Blood Test

I HAVE JUST COME BACK from my GP where I have been poked, scratched and prodded by a poor nurse who couldn't even get a vein in my NECK. I have never injected into my neck, so the veins there are pristine. The trouble with my veins is they roll around, collapse, move and generally do not play ball with any needlesticker. She got blood half way down the tube, but none in the bottle.

I also had to get up really early for this torment and I still wish I was in bed now.

So I have to go to the phlebotomy department at the local hospital. All this for a useless glucose and cholesterol test!

Also that quetiapine (Seroquel) is making me faint and dizzy all the time. This at a mere 200mg. And I feel physically sick. The other day I saw a huge green cricket in my chicken ciao main but I think that's caused by bad eyesight. There was nothing there by the way but it really put me off the food.

The methadone is still at 35mg. When will I ever get off it? All I want is to be clean.

I've got to go. I feel like I'm about to throw up.